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March 27, 2004

well how about that, people like me

Filed under: General — Xero @ 9:11 pm

Well how about that, people like me. That I hate. They keep coming back, they want more action! I guess without their daily dose of me they’re not as much of a man.

When you meet people who use logic like this: “Well I guess that seemed like it could be possibly certain” then you’ll understand where I’m coming from.

Why do people refuse logic anyway? I mean it’s like they don’t want to be right, and be right at the same time. They want to be wrong and have that be right, because it’s easier to accept. It’s easier to be wrong and think you’re right then it is to change your point of view, I suppose. It’s easier to be ignorant when you’re an egoist. That way nothing defeats you.

I suppose the real problem is people who challenge me and come unprepared. So while they’re running around with their pants down and using logical fallacies, I usually just point out what I know but without turning that into a fixed belief. People seem to be offended by that.

It’s like even if I lose I win because I’m not putting anything up for stakes, and I only gain new knowledge from any loss. Too bad I rarely lose, but that’s not my fault. It’s because too many people are believers and take a debate too personally. It’s not about who’s the most right or what not, it’s about discovering the truth and other alternative possibilities. It’s about new knowledge.

The human ego doesn’t seem to like that idea, and competition has been programmed into too many peoples minds. I’ve never considered myself very competitive and with good reason – what’s the point?

Why does winning matter so much? Why do people always insist that I won’t admit I’m wrong when they can’t prove their point? Why are people so illogical? Why do peoples ego’s work on the idea that if they’re wrong that it’s somehow bad? Why is society based upon beliefs and traditions which serve no real purpose and only seem to be based off illogicality? Why do we proclaim ourselves to be the smartest specie?

Guess what it’s time for? Yes that’s right, cat comparisons.

Human egos are hurt after failure
Cats acts like failure doesn’t even exist and proceed to the next task
Human egos are fragile and easily broken
I wouldn’t even know how to hurt a cats ego
Humans use illogicality to prove they are right, even when they’re not
Cats do what they want and don’t care about being right or wrong not to mention having no need to use illogical methods, just basic trial and error
Humans are so full of themselves that they think they’re superior to other species and at the same time degrade themselves.
Cats usually know when to give up.

March 23, 2004

people are annoying

Filed under: General — Xero @ 9:19 pm

More than ever I seem to get people asking, so, what do you do with your time? Since they all apparently think I sit around doing nothing all day as if it’s possible to do absolutely nothing without doing something.

So what do I say? Oh, the typical bullshit that gets them to go away, and while what I say isn’t a lie it’s far from the full story and enough to shut them up. So I say…oh..listen to music, talk to friends, read the news, etc. And while I do those things, the spontaneous events that pop up during the day occupy just as much time in my life as they do in anyone else’s.

What do people think that because I don’t spend 6-8 hours a day at school that I don’t find another way to make that time up? You’d have to be pretty damn thick to think that I just sit there doing nothing for that long. I mean come on, I’m not some chinese zen master meditating on a rock on the top of mount everest for a month without food or water.

What does it matter what I do anyway? I don’t ask what other people do. Am I supposed to ask, oh what did you do in school today? No, because I couldn’t give a rats ass. It’s all predictable and useless. Oh, but I might occasionally get the desperately-trying-to-be-funny story of the day. You know, the one where sally spilled her milk and went to pick it up and you could see a poop stain on her underwear! OH MY GOD it was so funny I couldn’t stop laughing. omgomgomg. I’m sure you know the kind of bullshit I’m talking about. It’s useless idle chatter that I don’t need to hear.

Then they might ask me how I’m doing? How the hell do you think I’m doing? My dad has fucking cancer and my life is collapsing around me, what the hell do you think, my life is peachy? And I’m just as tired of people who think I’ve lived a golden life just because my parents had money. Sorry but money doesn’t equal happiness. I thought everyone knew that.

And I’m tired of the expectation that everyone under 18 is going to school. It makes me wish I could go blow up some schools and wipe out the motherfuckers all together that way I don’t have to hear this bullshit. I don’t care if you think school teaches people, it doesn’t do anything for me so get the hell over it. I don’t care what your capitalist society has brought you up to think, and for all I care you can shove it right up your ass.

Why is it that most services that are supposed to do good usually end up doing bad? Why is it that doing “good” is usually always done by the greedy? Why the fuck is the world so stupid? It’s starting to hit me like a ton of bricks how stupid the world is and how easy it would be to change but since the world is full of followers and followers don’t like to change it’s like an everlasting loop of bullshit.

It’d be nice if we had a stupid elimination process in which we could just dedicate a whole country to stupid people and ship them all there, then have a crew of certified testers to weed out any smart children the stupid people may have and ship them to one of the un-stupid countries. I think we can just assume that all greedy capitalist pigs are stupid so lets just send all the people who run giant monopolies to the united-states-of-stupid right now. Oh wait, they’re already there.

I really am starting to hate people more and more to the point where I just don’t want to talk to anyone because I’ll find all these things I don’t like about them right away. One or two things I hate about them I can put up with, but when it’s like their whole life is based upon something that I hate, it’s just like…go away. It’s not like that with everyone but when it’s like 99% of the people I run into its almost easier to just avoid all new people then it is to worry about finding the ones I don’t mind. Kind of sad eh? And amazing at the same time, that so many people are so stupid.

How do you know if I hate you? Well it’s easy, I probably will nod off or make noises at you instead of talking to you, and answer your silly small talk with sarcasm. Even family bond isn’t enough to stop me from hating you, I don’t care who you are, if you’re stupid in my book, that’s just how it is. Also, I hate kids. Especially american kids. Bring out the gas chambers lets kill them all.

I saw some sign today on the road it was like Don’t need to abort! With a picture of a black baby and a little thing under it saying “pro-life education” or some shit and a phone number. I wanted to kill 10 babies just out of spite.

I hate kids and their damn pop music and idolism and watching brainless tv shows about relationships and other senseless bullshit which even my cat would be able to tell is stupid. Oh yeah, if you watch american idol, I probably hate you.

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